To Be A Harlot
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The woman who, once upon a time had been Burt the
stablehand, but had latterly lived the life of Lady Ann Neville, paused when
she got outside and looked down at herself.
Her bountiful cleavage hung there, filling her view, as did
the cheapness of her clothes. Lady Ann would never been seen dead in such an
outfit but it suited this new form perfectly.
“Good God,” she whispered. “I really did it. I’m really
Mavis now.” It gave her another tickle of gentle warmth to think that but also
a twist of apprehension. It was only now really that she understood the gulf
between her fantasy and this total reality. Her fantasy had possessed a
dreamlike quality – just a series of rosy scenes of passionate debauchery. This
wasn’t like that. There was no sense of inebriation; of going with the flow.
She was standing outside on a spring afternoon dressed in the peasant garb of a
country barmaid. As long as she was in this body she really was a common
barmaid. She really was Mavis Gibbs.
“It’s only for an hour or so,” she reminded herself. “Then
I’ll be safely back in my own body.”
Her own body. It seemed such an odd concept considering the
stepping stones she’d been crossing of late. Who was she, really? Did she know
anymore?
Yes. Of course she did. She was Lady Ann Neville.
She steeled herself and went on walking.
Even that was strange. The last time she had trod this path
she had been a lady of the manor. In this form she owned nothing. The sense of
that kept scratching away at her, almost making her turn back to flee into her
proper shape, but she didn’t relent. She had the pendant. The current Ann was
tied up securely. She still had full control.
And she knew that if she went back to that body now then
she’d never be able to build up the gumption to try this again.
“I’m Mavis for now,” she said to herself. “I’m Mavis.” And
each time she said it she felt a little more comfortable in that alien skin.
All she had to do was find Burt and shag— make love with
him, then she could get back to her proper life and go to Nockton Vale next day
without any regrets.
“You! Girl!”
Mavis turned in the direction of the voice and her heart
fell. Her father, the Earl, was striding imperiously down the path toward her,
his cane in hand, dressed in his favourite walking coat and hat. Mavis didn’t
know how to react. To him she was no longer one of the gentry. She was nothing
but a peasant. And he had proven his ruthless power over the lower orders again
and again. Fearfully, she stopped, hesitated, still unsure, then curtseyed.
“Yes... my lord?”
“What the devil do you think you’re doing, strolling about
my property?”
“Er, I’m sorry sir. I was... Your daughter, Lady Ann, wished
to speak to me.”
This stopped him in his tracks. “Hm. She did, did she?”
“Yes sir.” The Earl towered over her and his presence was
utterly intimidating. Mavis knew from three perspectives now how deadly his ire
could be and was desperate to find the best path through is questioning to
escape unscathed at the other side.
“What about?”
Mavis blanched. “Uh, just... about women’s things my lord.”
He narrowed his eyes. “You’re the girl who was helping that
buffoon of a stablehand on the day he was flogged. I’ve seen you in the
village.”
Mavis had not been Mavis when those events transpired but
she hedged her bets anyway and said, “Yes sir.”
The Earl regarded her coldly. “You seem altogether more
respectful today than you were then.”
She almost gasped in relief. “Thank you sir.”
“See that you remain so. If there’s one thing I can’t abide,
it’s an impudent peasant. Even one as comely as yourself.”
He gave her a wink and strode away, whistling to himself and
Mavis gaped after him, feeling a confused bustle of different emotions.
That her father showed attraction to one as lowborn as Mavis
was a surprise. That he would voice it was more shocking still. The idea of
being with him as a woman to a man was repellent of course but the attention
had been flattering, considering the peaks and troughs her self-image was going
through. And no better was that exemplified than in the way she had been talked
down to. Attraction or not, the difference in her status compared to his had
been total.
“That’s how he saw me,” she murmured. “As a commoner.” Her
nose curled in distaste. “I am a commoner for now.”
Again, she considered rushing back to the holiday cottage to
effect the change but there was sufficient hesitation to stop her.
She’d met the Earl and survived. The worst had already
happened. All that lay before her now was to be bedded without consequence by
the most virile man in the village, the boxing champion of the district.
Thumbs up from me Emma, and straight back into the Lady Ann zone! Check out that Earl!? Didn't see that one coming...
ReplyDeleteWell he's a red-blooded male and Mavis is extremely sexy... in a low-born kind of a way.
DeleteOh good. I had him pegged as a bit like Richard, a model of cold blooded decorum who won't even kiss Ann. Great to see the Earl has some drivers of his own whatever he's gonna get up to will be an entertaining read I'm sure.
DeleteI think the Earl is quite an interesting character and the more we see of him, the deeper he will become. We're likely to see more of him in this book if anything I;d have thought.
Deleteafter all he's "family" isn't he? :)
ReplyDeleteat this point is there a little "incest" involved in shagging Burt?
Is it incest if you're shagging yourself? :)
Deletetechnically that's still family :) but it does give an added twist to the challenge of GFY that one might yell during a fight. ;)
DeleteWell they do say incest is a game the whole family can play.
DeleteGFY?
"go fuck yourself"
DeleteLOL.
DeleteFor a second there I thought you were saying that to me. That is comedy gold there my friend.
never to you
Delete(Grins)
Delete"The current Ann was tied up securely. She still had full control." I love the pronoun...ambiguity shall we say. plus also nice little moment where she is already starting to think of HERself (reminder of how slippery that slope can be) as Mavis.
ReplyDeleteAbsolutely. The longer she stays as Mavis...
DeleteAnd as for that pronoun ambiguity, I TOTALLY planned that. It was by no means careless writing.
(Grins)
I should've known :)
Deletebeside I doubt laying with Burt will cause any problems. It will probably be very disappointing and she will quickly return to her "original" body and go off with Lord Hurley and live happily ever after...;)
DeleteYou must be right. It's not as if Burt is the most virile man in the valley and Lord Hurley an emotionally retarded dick...
Deleteit occurs to me that this might not be Mavis' first experience with being tied up...or her last.
ReplyDeletePS
pronoun confusion deliberate :)
Hmmm... kinky.
Deletea good start but a bit kinky.
ReplyDeleteRob
What's kinky? Ann and Burt or Ann and the Earl? Or Mavis being tied up?
Deletekinky? How can you say that? :) speaking of deliberate confusion: do you think ANN is going to wish she could keep the boobs?
Delete(Giggle)
DeleteShe seems to be enjoying them!
patience...;)
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