By the time they reached the stable there was no longer any
connection between them that Ann could sense.
The fact that Burt had once been another person was
completely unnoticeable. He was just a servant like any other, who seemed even
to have given up on his infatuation for her. He was just a working class
Yorkshireman with no breeding beyond what he needed to remain servile to his
betters. He made no eye contact on the walk back and gave only a deferential doff
of his cap as he took up Rosebud’s rein and led the horses inside and out of
sight.
Harry was present, waiting for their return, presumably to
chastise Burt for riding the horse, but when he saw Ann he restrained himself,
presuming perhaps that she had already done it.
Ann stood for a moment, watching, as Burt put away her
father’s stallion then take Rosebud toward her stall, smiling contentedly.
He seemed happy… in a way she hadn’t been when she was a
man. It occurred to her that this entire series of events might have been set
in motion by some higher power to rebalance things: to take a frustrated and
bitter young woman with no purpose and give her a different life where she was
a simple but useful enough soul, doing her duty proudly every day.
Though if that were the case, what resolution did she have?
She still felt confused and slightly unhappy. She didn’t feel as though she had
found her happy ending.
Though perhaps her story wasn’t yet over…
Ann sighed, turning her back on the little world of the
stable and on Burt as he continued to work hard and she walked alone back up to
the house.
Maybe it marks me as a schmuck, but I am always simultaneously envious but also annoyed by truly happy people. its kind of like: "good for you!...you bastard"
ReplyDeleteHeh heh. I know exactly what you mean.
DeleteGreat story. I was counting on a "surprise" ending, but you surprised me! Wonderful job.
ReplyDeleteThanks Camille! But it ain't over quite yet...
ReplyDeletePoor Ann...what will she do now?
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