7
Lady Ann Neville stood in the
window of her bedroom watching the exchange between Richard and Burt outside,
hanging far enough back that she wouldn’t be spotted easily if one of them
looked up.
It was a most perplexing
feeling watching the interaction between the lord and the servant made up of so
many different facets: amusement at the former tyrannical lady getting her
poetic comeuppance; pride in the power and strength of her fiancé; pity for the
poor man who, she knew, only had simple desires and thoughts and didn’t truly
deserve such hostility; slight distaste of viewing the almost vindictive attack
of Richard’s; the tremulous desire to be wrapped back in that servant’s flesh;
fear of the same; self-questioning and doubt.
Truly, Ann wavered in a breeze
atop a razor-edged decision. Every hour that went by threw fresh reasons at her
to push her down on either side of that choice but still she very much remained
undecided.
Burt shambled away as Richard
turned to come back inside and she watched the servant withdraw, head hung low.
As Burt before her, Ann found it hard now to really believe the reverse
transformation was even possible. She was so used to being a lady and so
tightly wound up in her Ann memories, it was difficult to conceive of being
magically changed into that man out there, becoming him in every way. She knew
it was true but could hardly imagine what it would be like to lose all decorum
and breeding; to speak again with such a thick Yorkshire accent.
She turned away from the window
and walked across to her dresser, sliding open the top drawer. She could see
the damage done by Burt in his attempt to take the pendant back and she mused
on what might have come to pass if he’d got to keep it – if he’d managed to
slip out of the house undetected. He might have ambushed her with it, forcing
the decision and the change, or he could have swapped with a third party and
either stayed like that or come at her from an entirely unexpected direction,
trapping her in the body of someone completely new.
What would that have been like?
She got a faint shiver of
delight to imagine it, despite herself.
The pendant was wrapped in the
same cloth as Burt and Powell had left it in. She hadn’t seen it since the day
of the exchange and she was curious. She flipped back the corners of the cloth
covering and saw it there, the grey stone ever-so-slightly mystical-looking. The
black sigil grooves on its surface glistened darkly, catching the light as she
moved.
She reached to touch it but
wavered before doing so, afraid to. She was well aware of how little she
understood it. For all she knew it had more power than she’d witnessed. She
didn’t think it worked unless two people shared contact but perhaps a second touch
would cancel the magic.
She hesitated a little longer
then shook her head, cross at herself, and took it in her hand. Then as it had
already done to Burt, the potency of the pendant ripped out, clawing round her
brain and robbing her of all sensation.
Ann staggered, losing all sense
of balance, falling on the bed, and writhed as Burt had, the mystical vigour
shuffling through the matter in her mind, reordering and sorting, setting in
stone the changes that had been wrought already.
Ann rolled onto the floor,
completely unaware, and then slammed over onto her chest. She let out a long
low moan then suddenly jerked up onto her hands, gaping in surprise and wonder.
As with Burt, she knew exactly
what had happened, understood the effect of locking her transformation now as
it was so that she wouldn’t continue to change further. She wouldn’t reach the
point where she was an exact duplicate of the original Ann, memories and all.
She twisted onto her posterior,
rubbing her head and looking down at the little bauble in her open palm,
astounded by the effect it had had on her, stripping her of her destiny and
leaving her with someone else’s.
She got slowly to her feet,
some of the aches from her abduction still playing tricks with her balance.
She glared at the pendant,
almost horrified by it, then rooted through the other drawers of the dresser
until she found what her Ann memories told her would be there.
In the bottom drawer was a box
as big as the palm of her hand with a tiny lock. She opened it, removed the
jewellery secreted inside and put the pendant in instead.
She locked it and attached the
tiny key to a chain, then she hung the key about her neck and hid the box back
in the bottom drawer. She didn’t want anyone else to find it or take it. She
wanted to keep her options open.
To just imagine the havoc that
would occur if the pendant started getting passed around willy-nilly! Ann
shuddered to imagine the chaos that would ensue.
Shiver of delight...so that instinctive self degrading part of Ann is cropping up in New Ann, (chuckle) I'm sure that won't affect anything -john
ReplyDeleteHeh heh. It's quite tantalising to imagine all the mischief that could come of this kind of thing...
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you know its funny at first thought it would spread chaos, but if we take Burt and Ann as models then the "final" states would be "better" (Ann thought she made a better Ann than the original and new Burt seems happier than original Burt) than the original so you could view it as improvement which would mean the pendant was an instrument of order rather than chaos. -John
ReplyDeleteYou're quite right of course. Most of the characters in my stories seem to reach a new kind of happiness, one way or another. And they always end up "changed" in some way, even if they do go back...
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