After lunch, Cook sent Lottie,
the chamber maid, down to the stable to instruct Burt to go down to the village
shop. She talked down to him but it was nothing he wasn’t used to. Burt tipped
his cap dutifully and hurried down with the money he was given.
It was a twenty minute walk down
the lane but the weather was nice and he enjoyed it. There was no thought
involved; just the following of simple instructions. This was all to the good
as nobody knew better than he how limited his intellect was now and always
would be. This man’s body was his now for the rest of his life. The low
intelligence that came with its uncomplicated brain was all he could expect in
future. But being thick wasn’t so bad. It was right and proper for the likes of
him. What would book learning do for him now? He didn’t need brains to shovel
up the horse shit and Mavis would be put out if anything if he started quoting
Shakespeare or some such.
No. He was glad he was thick
now. It suited him.
As he walked he thought back to
the day before and that final decision to stay a servant. He didn’t do so with
regret. He was proud of the decision he’d made to live up to his man’s
responsibility. He’d given his word to
the Earl that he would never shirk his duties as a servant. He couldn’t very well
do that if he turned back into Lady Ann. And his word was his bond. That was a
hell of a lot more important to him than prancing about in silly frocks. There
was nothing wrong with being a bloke.
Yes he got bossed around by old
Harry. Yes he had long hours of hard labour every day. But he had his Mavis and
the intense orgasmic pleasure she gave to him on a daily basis.
He had to make an honest woman
out of her as soon as possible; that was all. And that meant buying her a ring.
That was going to be a
challenge.
After refusing Lady Ann’s
gracious offer to increase his wages he was stuck with the pitiful amount
awarded to one of his low station. He had something of the winnings he’d made
from his boxing match, but enough for a night out or three down t’Dog &
Pony; not enough for an engagement ring.
Burt sighed, wishing briefly
that he had his old wealth back just for a minute, so he could buy Mavis
something fancy. It even occurred to him to ask her ladyship for a loan, but
that wouldn’t be right. He shouldn’t be talking to her directly, even though he
couldn’t help herself.
She was her now and he was
himself. It wouldn’t be right to remind her of their former roles. He wanted to
settle into his permanently now and put any other reality out of his mind. The
sooner he could forget he was ever anything other than a servant, the better.
He just had to think about it,
that was all; think it through and come up with a plan to get that ring.
It was the only thing that
mattered now.
Bert seems to be settling into his new life better than Anne
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Not just settling, he seems at peace.
DeleteYeah. It's hard not to feel strangely envious.
DeleteIt also kind of has an element of for shadowing, because of Ann's comment that the grass is never greener. I think Burt would disagree
DeleteWell although Ann would hate to get stuck as Mavis, there is a definite precedent here that your destination self will be one you are happy with.
DeleteShe's not been ultimately quite happy enough as Ann but mayve that's because she hasn't reached her final destination yet.
fair enough but that's the part of the point, both original Ann and Burt would be horrified with how things "worked out", but where you start isn't where you end up.
DeleteYeah. I guess it takes people who are disatisfied, gives them a new life, then makes them happy with it.
DeleteMaybe that will be Ann's offer a "dowry" for Mavis
ReplyDeleteThat's not a bad idea. Ann wanted to compensate Burt for trapping him in that life. A wedding gift would be a good way to do it after he refused the earlier payoff.
DeleteBut could try and win more boxing purses to pay for mavisc
ReplyDelete...mavis' ring
DeleteHe could probably become a career boxer, though he's a simple country working man. I'm not sure he'd see it as his style.
Deletefair enough, but a couple of bouts to get the ring, particularly with some "encouragement".
DeleteI'd like to see it. Though I can't make any promises... Maybe if you wait long enough...
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