9
By the time
I got home I was bursting for the toilet. I’d managed to ignore the sensations
all evening but now I was absolutely desperate.
I slammed
the front door and ran up the stairs, three at a time, but paused when I
reached the bathroom door. Should I take the ring off now? I didn’t like the
idea of handling the as yet unseen trouser snake – that would be too creepy –
but I’d drunk and eaten so much. What if the volume couldn’t fit inside my
female stomach and burst it at the seams?
“Ah, screw
it,” I said and went through. How bad could it be?
The toilet
seat was down. With a moment’s hesitation I lifted it up and then steeled
myself. I’d seen cocks before. How could having my own be any different?
I undid my
jeans and belt, turning back the flaps. I was wearing boxers. Gritting my
teeth, I reached inside, my eyes gaping open when I touched, and then grasped,
the fleshy tube inside. It was semi-erect with the urine ready to go and the
simultaneous sensation of the thing in my hand and also feeling my hand round
it was the queerest thing that had ever happened to me.
I flopped
it out, unsure what to do next. It wasn’t the biggest I’d seen in my life but
it was above average. I couldn’t believe it was mine. Gritting my teeth, I
tensed the muscles down there, first one way, then another. It wasn’t so
different from when I urinated as a girl. What came next was.
There was a
sudden imminent rush in my pelvis and then in the thing itself that gave me a
fright, and then it was spurting! It hit the back of the toilet, then the
floor, then skimmed across the top of the bowl and on the floor at the other
side. I got a hold of it and pointed it down as best I could, amazed by the
feeling of it.
As it
started to run down, the stream trailed off so I had to readjust the angle. I
tensed and it spurted forward again, going onto the vertical toilet seat, then
trailed off again.
“Damn it.”
I tensed
again, ready for it this time, but it went off to the right, missing the toilet
altogether. It had a mind of its own! I imagined having to do this half asleep
in the middle of the night, Maybe guys pissing on the floor all the time wasn’t
so difficult to understand…
I shaked it
off as it ended in a dribble and popped it back inside my shorts, cursing when
a further dribble came out.
“Oh for
God’s sake!”
I was
feeling quite grumpy when I went through into the bedroom, and really pissed. I
sat on the edge of the bed, wondering if I should take off my soiled clothes or
ignore it and let it soak in.
Though
surely it wouldn’t matter if I changed back. The clothes would change too. I
looked down at the ring on my crooked finger. How long had I been a man for
now? Ten, eleven hours? I’d never imagined doing something so strange. But it was
over now. The near miss at the pub had clinched it. Turning into a man was
unnatural. I didn’t like it. I wanted to be my old self again.
I reached
for the ring. I was going to get rid of it, never do this again. It wasn’t
right and it was far too comfortable. It was disconcerting.
But then…
If I was
going to get rid of it, it would be a shame to change back before…
I grinned
to myself and undid my jeans again, shuffling out of them, reaching for my
boots to pull them off. I undid the top three buttons of my shirt and pulled it
over my head. My chest was bare underneath.
Now I was
only wearing my boxer shorts and socks. I pulled off the socks, throwing them
to the floor, marveling at how big my feet were. My old feet would have fit
entirely inside them. The damp stain on the front of the boxers was clearly
visible. I frowned and pulled them down, kicking them clear.
Now I was
naked. I was a man and I was naked.
I opened
the wardrobe. On the back of the door was a full length mirror. I took a long look
at my broad chest, my trunk-thick torso, my powerful muscular thighs, my thick
arms. I looked at the earnest man’s face looking back at me and at the cock
hanging in its dense nest of furry pubes.
What would
it have been like to bring Sangeeta back here and stand like this in front of
her? What would it have been like to kiss her and climb on top of her and dip
this cock inside her?
And as I
thought this I got a warm, dreamy sensation of soft pleasure in my nether
regions and my cock sprang up, starting to fill with blood.
“Bloody
hell,” I murmured, my hand dropping to it automatically and gripping it
loosely. It responded to the touch, swelling a little further.
I looked
back at the bed, chewing my lip then closed my eyes when I got another little wave
of pleasure as my fingers fondled the end of it.
What would
it matter? No one would know. And it was the chance of a lifetime. What woman
got the opportunity to experience this from a man’s perspective? I had to be
the only one in the world.
I released
the snake and sat on the bed again, considered it for a moment then scrunched
back, using my hands to shuffle back until I was fully on. I lowered my head
onto the pillow catching a pleasantly feminine aroma that turned me on even
more.
I took my
cock in my hand, gripping it firmly, and started to pump it slowly, moaning
quietly. I closed my eyes and pictured my ex boyfriend. He’d been annoying but
he was gorgeous. I imagined him stripping slowly naked, fondling my cock as I
did so, but the pleasure was dying. I actually felt uncomfortable and
disturbed.
I thought
about the flash of stimulation I’d had at the mirror and the flood of pleasure
when I‘d kissed Sangeeta. Could it be that now I was a man…?
But even
that casual thought brought the arousal back in full force and I swooned, my
entire body relaxing into it.
I crept
down to my scrotum with my other hand, teasing it with my fingers. It felt
bizarre and oddly disgusting but it amped up the pleasure and I went on doing
it; went on pumping, feeling the erotic glow spread out into my body but remain
concentrated down there all the same.
I pictured Sangeeta’s
beautiful face, her round arms, the dip of her breasts, the sound of her laugh,
the tantalizing glimpse I’d had of her shiny knees.
“Oooooh God,”
I groaned. “Oh fucking hell. Yeeeaah.”
The
pleasure intensified. I didn’t know when it was going to end. It was so good.
But I wanted more.
I
visualized myself into the picture with Sangeeta, not as a woman, but as a man,
as Geoff. I took her arms in my hands and locked my lips to hers. I pressed her
soft body against mine, imagining the compression of my dick between our stomachs.
The arousal
was getting more and more intense. I didn’t know if I could take it. It was
different than I’d ever had before. I didn’t want it to stop. I wanted to go on
feeling this every day for the rest of my life. I wanted to be Geoff. I wanted
to be with Sangeeta for real. I wanted to be a man.
And then
the explosion came and the spurt of semen shot out, but I didn’t stop. I bucked
my hips, going on pumping; pumping; pumping. I slowed, tightening my grip then
pressed in on the thick vein below my penis, spiking the drowsy pleasure yet
again.
I slowed
further, writhing with my legs, loving the sense of completeness and calm that
settled over me.
I kept my
eyes closed. I imagined cradling Sangeeta against me, stroking her hair,
feeling so much bigger than her; looking after her.
My hands
fell out onto the covers and I just breathed the pleasure in and out, enjoying
it more than I ever could have as a woman.
This was
the best. It was the absolute best.
And as I
settled back, relaxing more and more into the bed, I drifted slowly into a deep
a satisfied sleep.
congratulations Geoff and welcome to the society of Onanism. -John
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